So its 4.45 am rite now and i havent taken a single wink.One of those spots in life where I am totally frozen, not sure where i wish to go anymore.I guess the anxiety of the chaos which has gradually settled itself comfortably within my life is now putting me on the edge.My mind is like thinking 100 things at a time, pondering at 50 and stopping at none... its a very unsettling feeling..where I m flying on the wings of a hugge butterfly , trying not to open my eyes, cos i might succumb to my fear of flite itslf...Hoping the butterfly glides me smoothly to a beautiful place where butterflies are supposed to go.. But i m not thinking ... ofcourse it a butterfly .. its gonna just flutter mindlessly in the garden .. it has no where to reach in particular.. Can i afford to glide on its back with closed eyes forever?
Sumwhere i ve missed out on an important path .. sumwhere i crossed over a bridge without noticing the goodies awating underneath it for me...sumwhere sumthing has been missed out my heart says.
How did i end in this place,where i no longer know if i wish to go uphill or just lie low. I think i know the inabilities i have in me but how to fix them is the issue. Maybe i even know how to fix them one at a time.. but i lack the drive to do it...n its all flooding my life everywhere.
Prioritize Baby .. when therz till some time..
